Haalaanki main subah 10 baje ke aasapaas utha, phir bhee main aankhen band karake so raha hoon. sardiyon ka maza. pattee baandhakar letane mein maja aata hai. lekin mujhe ehasaas hua ki mere paas pahanane ke lie kuchh nahin hai. badee chaachee ghar mein ghuseen aur bulaane lageen. lekin main nahin utha. maamee kahane lagee paapa uth jao dopahar ho gaee hai. lekin main nahin utha. maamee ne lep hata diya.
maamee ne mujhe dekha to chaunk gaeen. mujhe samajh nahin aaya ki achaanak kya hua, maamee jhuk gaeen aur mere kapade dekhane lageen. baad mein mainne apanee chaachee se suna ki unhonne meree voshabesin mein geelee choot ka ras dekha tha.
mausee ne mujhe jabaradastee baitha diya. tabhee vah baahar se aaya, mere paas baith gaya aur apana haath meree god mein rakh diya. mera ling bada hone laga.
thodee der baad maamee ne mujhe phir se lita diya. aakaash mera chehara dekhata rah gaya.
aantee ne aage jo kiya usake lie main bilkul bhee taiyaar nahin tha, bistar se uthane ke baad aantee kapade oopar karake mere donon taraph do pair karake baith gaeen. usane land ko haath se pakada aur dheere se usakee choot mein pel diya. abhee tak mainne kuchh nahin kaha hai.
maamee dhakke maarane lageen, kuchh der kee shaanti ke baad main pharsh se dhakke maarane laga. kuchh minat baad yah maamee ka tha. usane dheere se mujhe chooma aur baahar aane ko kaha.
michakee ko muskuraane dene ke lie maamee chalee gaeen. main bhee uth kar baahar aa gaya. baahar aakar mujhe ehasaas hua ki ghar mein mere aur mausee ke alaava koee nahin hai.